LAWRENCE FERLINGHETTI
#16
So that
the God whom humans had decided
is Consciousness itself
whose center is the self
and circumference
everywhere
looked down from the outskirts
of His empire of the conscious
in the far suburbs of His kingdom
where He had set up a temporary headquarters
a sort of summer pavilion
or rather a winter palace
since it was quite cold
way out there in space & time
and much warmer
down in the heart & mind of things
And He looked down from His throne
which was of the portable variety
sort of like a Port-O-Let
with handles fore-and-aft
so that He could be carried
anywhere as needed
without dismounting
because He was always having to move
on the run
depending upon
where His Beings
human and inhuman
had shifted their consciousness which was constantly expanding
by natural or non-natural means
So that
He looked down from His high throne
and saw light upon the face of the earth
and saw that it was good
And He said to Himself looking down
‘It’s a good deal!
Life is a good deal!’
although even as He spake it
He could hear a devilish voice
behind him whispering
‘Life sucks’
which was very discouraging to God
who would go into these
deep glooms
(and some suspected
he was a manic depressive)
But He
would always manage to
climb up and out
where He could see
the light on earth again
So that He looked down again
just this past winter and
decide to take a New Year’s inventory
and took out his portable Mac
and started to write down everything
such as:
One Dutch ship sighting Sandy Hook New Jersey
and mistaking it for
the Hook of Holland
One very beautiful woman
weeping in a restaurant
her hand held
by a black lover
One red lobster on a leash
strolling down a Paris boulevard
One very small dog peeing
on a very large tree
in which two birds are
trying to sing
One roar of an MGM lion
on a silver screen
One fine day under the Linden trees
in Boston Common
One ice cream about to be licked
by a boy in short pants
One enlightened politician
behind bars
One Zapatista
And one fine anarchist picnic
And one monkey playing a masterpiece
on a computer
One merry-go-round on a deserted playgroung
with wooden horses all galloping
in the same direction
One spent serpent eating its own tail
One cool evening in autumn capitals
their avenues of leaves ablaze
One Prague symphony written on
the walls of Auschwitz
And a stone a leaf an unfound door
And a cow a clod a far figure
by a railroad crossing at dusk
to flash upon a Pullman window
and be gone
And the great cracked bell of St. Sulpice
shaking the dusk of Paris
And Mother in a manger
because no room at an inn
And a kid called Jesus
posing as a Christchild
And a flight of blackbirds
over the Appian Way
where legions in battle dress
are once again marching
And one hot soccer star
wearing a Forza Italia armband
And six hundred and forty-three delegates
to an over-population conference
walking out on the Pope
who refuses to wear a condom
And one egg
rolling under a pushcart
pursued by three billion people
And one moment of silence
And one moment of epiphany
One moment of ecstasy
One moment of madness
And one moment of silence
And still looking down at everything
God spake in tongues and said:
‘Ah yes
and these are all thought I acted out
but they were only tryouts for
the real thing’
And hence He started to sing
in his vox populi
a whole new opera
(all of which turned out to be
the libretto for
our twenty-first century)
with a singing part for every heart
and even a part
for the very heart
of our ungodly
unconscious
Lawrence Ferlinghetti